50/50???

I always thought, to make a relationship work, you had to always do your part. None of this stuff where the guy does everything while the woman gets pampered 24/7 365 days a year. Guy does half and the girl does half. Yes you still have to be a gentleman and do certain things extra. Those are just the rules. But when I see my friends (who are girls) do soooooooo much more for their boy friends, I just wonder why mine doesn't do the same. I'm not talking material things. Those things are nice and everything, but that's not how you win my heart. For example.... My cousin Kristian. SHES A SUPER SPOILED GIRL!!! She wants the best of the best. Tiffany bracelets plus necklaces, Designer shoes, etc. But she's always thinking of something to do for her boyfriend. I'm sure she doesn't have to and that guy would still love her to death, but she does it anyways. Seeing girls like that just makes me wonder why I'm always trying to please my girlfriend so much and yet I don't see much appreciation. Guess that means she's not for me or whatever. Only time will tell I guess. I did have the option though to kiss her ass and just go with the flow of going over there as usual to be with her, which always puts me in the most joyous mood, but I don't know. I guess it hurts when your girlfriend won't do as much for you as you do for her. And why would I want a girlfriend like that? What would happen when things got even harder for us? This feels like something so stupid to fight over let alone end a 5+ year relationship on. Yet it's weird that something as stupid as this shows you that your significant other isn't really the one for you.

Oh well. Vegas here I come eh?